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Mental Automutilation

from The Necrotic Grotesque by Necrotesque

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lyrics

The fear is rising
I can't control myself
I want to do it
No, I NEED to do it

Fuck, another compulsion
I Need to give in

Some relief it gives
But at what cost

THIS IS MY MENTAL AUTOMUTILATION
Fucking Endless Pointless rumination

A vicious circle
To which I give in

I'm obsessed - so possessed

I can not stop thinking
I dig myself in deeper,
my-own-mental-grave

Endless cycle I cannot take it
The suffering
is maddening
this misery
is crippling...

THIS HORRID LIFE
CONSTANT PAIN AND FUCKING JOYLESS

It needs to stop right now

there is only one way out of this

I'll no longer be
My own mind's slave

I tie a noose
Never thought it would come to this

Stick my head in
Still so hesitant

Step on a chair
Feel my heart pounding,
but not for much longer

One last deep breathe
and I step off

God, no what have I done
Instant regret but now to late

Dying alone is now my fate

My own mind's slave

There's no way out
another compulsion
To which I surrendered

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from The Necrotic Grotesque, released December 5, 2021

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Necrotesque Helmond, Netherlands

Necrotesque are:

- Lodewijk van Doorn / vocals
- Arjan Jansen / guitar
- Dave Blummel / bass
- Harald Bouten / drums

Inspired by: Grave, Six Feet Under, Asphyx and Entombed.
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